The one bad thing that is positively annoying about my best friend is that he’s addicted to the internet. Like as soon as we get to my house, he immediately uses my iPod to get on the internet and just sits there. It’s like being alone. Without any of the benefits of being alone. Like I can’t watch a scary movie or something that I want to watch because he’ll be like “Aw no, too creepy” but then won’t watch what I put on anyway BECAUSE HE’S ON FUCKING FACEBOOK AND WON’T TALK TO ME ANYWAY. Like I can’t play videogames either.
He’ll just sit on social networks for hours. And like, I don’t even understand why he cares so much about what’s happening in everyone else’s lives. Like he’ll tell me how his friend in friggen like Timbuktu just painted her nails a different color or something equally as stupid. And he starts conversations with literally everyone on Facebook but meanwhile says nothing to me for hours on end. Sometimes when he asks me questions I just plain outright don’t answer to see if he’s fucking paying attention. I just want to tell him to go home or something because it’s just like being alone, but without the comfort of being alone. And after a certain point, all I do is grunt at him when he finally does start talking to me because my body has already kicked in to “Oh, we must be by ourselves mode.”
And I’ll probably make this post private because literally all my friends follow me on tumblr and it is no longer a safe haven. I have nowhere for my negative thoughts about you all. And believe me, there are a lot of them. I can seriously feel myself slipping into my “I can’t stand anyone” mode.